I’m going to be honest with you, the last year has been
nutty. I mean, crazy-nutty. It was just one big life altering event after
another. I kept thinking, “Okay, after this life will get back to normal.” But then
another thing would hit.
Many of these things were good things, but they were all
stress inducing. We’re now about halfway through October and I am still sitting
here staring at the walls. I’m not sad or depressed, I don’t want to alarm
anyone, I’m just worn clean out. I feel like I could crawl in my bed with a
good book and not come out until Christmas.
I was chatting with a friend about how exhausted I currently
feel and how frustrating it is and she pointed out some of the things that have
gone on in the last year. I started thinking about the parade of crazy the last
year has been and somehow that made me feel a little better. I mean, all
written down like that it IS a lot. (and these are just the highlights!)
People keep asking me what I’m going to do with my time now
that I’m not homeschooling anymore and I have no answer for them. I mean, my
current goal is to clear off all the homeschooling materials off the
bookshelves before May, and maybe fold the basket of towels that's been sitting in front of them for who knows how long. That’s as much as I can plan right now.
But looking at the following list makes me feel like a
little rest is okay, perhaps even called for.
I’m going to grab my book now, see y’all around Christmas.
The Parade Of Crazy
September – Baby of the family starts her senior year
October – First child gets married/moves out. Dave learns
his job is changing/moving. It’s very ambiguous and scary. Will he even have a
job next year??
November – host family Thanksgiving for 22
December - 2 major water leaks in bedroom part of house, Lots
of holiday parties and festivities, whole family caught the coughing cold from
the dark side.
January – Pipe burst in game room causing a giant water leak,
I undergo a major abdominal surgery
February – Surgery recovery. I was drugged, it’s a blur.
March – Gunnar gets engaged, I host giant engagement party
for 80-100
April – Senior stuff ratchets up (Show Tunes plays, Gala,
Senior Honors nights). My dad gets sick, spends two weeks in the hospital,
passes away, funeral. (I had help with my dad stuff with my mom and sister, but
I was the legally responsible party for these events since I was the Power of Attorney)
June – Did we have June this year? I don’t even remember.
July – family vacation to Colorado where Dave ended up in
the ER on his way home (I forced him to go practically against his will. Turns
out he was having an ocular migraine)
August – Evelyn starts at new 4 year college, Annika starts
college
September – wedding prep, Gunnar moves out
October – Gunnar and Kaytlin Get married. Dave starts new
job as boss of huge branch, 1 hour away
I am really hoping that the next 12 month’s list consists of
something like:
Lots of family get togethers
Holidays are celebrated
Tricia cleans off her bookshelves and folds basket of towels
That’s it. That’s all I want on next year’s lists.